- no silence feature makes interesting glitches
- piece worked over so much more than other writing i do
- the idea that someone wants to pay you to watch you have an orgasm is so dreamy
- annoying aspects - comments, hard/impossible to conceive of so many men
- physical injury - bruises as a result of the kind of pleasure i like / toys i use
- days when your body doesn’t cooperate, isn’t as satisfying as it should be
- having to jump up and go when someone tips the right amount
- comments are always positive, if they aren’t you have the power to ban
- having to work when it isn’t ideal
- people don’t typically reveal that depth of themselves when talking about work
- hard to unite with how people usually talk about work / talk about feeling about work, even though it relates to how i talk about work / talk about feeling about work
- danger of being seen as turning to sex work of desperation … which is somewhat true … but i’m relatively privileged so how desperate is it?
- does it have to be relevant to / speak to everyone? (impossible)
- better than selling door to door scam furnaces - physically, emotionally, politically… ethically
- in reflecting on that as an alternative … getting paid to orgasm is truly the dream
- struggle with whether or not people will believe / understand that in writing / creative work that everything has intention, meaning, that there are no accidents.
- orgasms are legit
- sex work as legit work even if it isn’t “empowering”
- value of working through these questions / issues within the creative process, learning to accept that expectations of encompassing all of these ideas + my position on sex work + a beneficial conversation about the topic is kind impossible / irrelevant
- not knowing what you want to say until you’ve said it
- move forward with what you have + use questions raised to inform work in the future
- no perfect artifacts
- piece worked over so much more than other writing i do
- the idea that someone wants to pay you to watch you have an orgasm is so dreamy
- annoying aspects - comments, hard/impossible to conceive of so many men
- physical injury - bruises as a result of the kind of pleasure i like / toys i use
- days when your body doesn’t cooperate, isn’t as satisfying as it should be
- having to jump up and go when someone tips the right amount
- comments are always positive, if they aren’t you have the power to ban
- having to work when it isn’t ideal
- people don’t typically reveal that depth of themselves when talking about work
- hard to unite with how people usually talk about work / talk about feeling about work, even though it relates to how i talk about work / talk about feeling about work
- danger of being seen as turning to sex work of desperation … which is somewhat true … but i’m relatively privileged so how desperate is it?
- does it have to be relevant to / speak to everyone? (impossible)
- better than selling door to door scam furnaces - physically, emotionally, politically… ethically
- in reflecting on that as an alternative … getting paid to orgasm is truly the dream
- struggle with whether or not people will believe / understand that in writing / creative work that everything has intention, meaning, that there are no accidents.
- orgasms are legit
- sex work as legit work even if it isn’t “empowering”
- value of working through these questions / issues within the creative process, learning to accept that expectations of encompassing all of these ideas + my position on sex work + a beneficial conversation about the topic is kind impossible / irrelevant
- not knowing what you want to say until you’ve said it
- move forward with what you have + use questions raised to inform work in the future
- no perfect artifacts
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